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2005-07-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

haix.listenin to aaron carter- im all about u now..veri sian..todae she came back.she came back frm camp le.but she like change le.the change is veri difficult to sae.do i stand a place in ur heart mah..?the feeling of urs to mi is juz not there.its like u dun feel anything when u see mi aft 3 days.so many sms i send u the past few days when u were at camp..u didnt even reply one sms.now guess u slpin now ba.i oso dunno if u slpin anot.when u reach home u one sms oso nv send mi..u go do things oso nvv let mi noe..my heart really veri veri pain..last time when i send u those sae love u all tat de sms u all nv reply..u said u fall asleep le den nex day forget reply.but y is it tat almost ewverytime u totally ignored my tis type of sms de..i dunno how to explain how i feel now..juz hope one day u will turn to my blog and happen to see tis noh..i really dun like the feeling..im going weak again le..i wanna cry now..hai..go le......

__2.59pm__

2005-06-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

FIVE-closer to me

constantly girl you're on my mind,
and girl I think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say,
girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way.

if you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
you know how I’m feeling it's you I believe in baby can't you see that I need you?

chorus:
you know that it's true.
every time I see your face I miss you baby
you know that it's you.
i want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
i'd do anything to help you to see,
i don’t think you understand what you're doing to me.
you know that it's true.
every now and then I want to call you baby.
you know that it's you.
i say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
oh yeah.
life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.

nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold girl without your flame.
but if I could girl I'd make you see.
that i'm sorry, and that I need you here with me.

if you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
you know how I'm feeling it's you I believe in baby can't you see that I need you?

chorus:
you know that it's true.
every time I see your face I miss you baby
you know that it's you.
i want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
i'd do anything to help you to see,
i don't think you understand what you’re doing to me.
you know that it's true.
every now and then I want to call you baby.
you know that it's you.
i say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
oh yeah.
life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.

every day reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
how we used to be when it was you and me.
how did it all disappear so fast.
there are days that I can't forget
there are things that I now regret.
i was there for you when you were there for me,
and I was thinkin we were set.
every night when i'm laying in my bed
i hear your voice going round in my head,
think of all the things I could have done and all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you
I know now what I've got to do,
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.

chorus:
you know that it's true.
every time I see your face I miss you baby
you know that it's you.
i want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
i'd do anything to help you to see,
i don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
you know that it's true.
every now and then I want to call you baby.
you know that it's you.
i say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
oh yeah.
life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.

2005-06-21T12:00:00.000+08:00

very long nv come update le.juz woke up not long ago.no one was at home now.felt so lonely and helpless.tis few days had some quarrels with my dear.haiz.veri sad..i really dunno wad to sae.sorry if i misunderstand u dear..mayb trust is my main key for relationship.so im so agitated to noe whether if u are cheatin mi anot.tis may be a small ting to u..but to mi, its really veri imp bah.u noe how much i wish tat call was frm u ma?how much i wish tat u would sae "i call de cannot ar" haix.hope u understand its not tat i dun trust u noh..everything is so coincidence..its hard for mi to believe..mayb its really not u bah. sry dear.='(.

__12.10pm__

2005-05-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

one of my brother cried.. rui sian.. haiz.his stead wan brk with him den giv him a letter. den aft readin he cried.. see liao heartpain sia. see him cry oso wan cry.. 1 year plus de relationship leh. so easy forget?? i oso dunno.. didnt they have sweet memories together ? everytime i see them is happy and en ai de..hmm.. love is unpredictable bah..hai..i dunno le..they will solve it themselves..now back to myself le bah.her parents got to noe tat we 2 stead le..i dropped my tears ytd night..i dunno wad to do..haiz..her parents strongly disagree of us being together.. my mind is confused right now..i love her alot..and todae was not veri right..hmm.i oso dunno how to say.. but its juz the feeling lor..when send her home and came to sch with her, she was like abit cold to mi..mayb its tat ytd like tat den she no mood or wad..so i didnt ask further..hmm.quite lonely and sad now bah..moodswinging..going slp aft my bath le..veri tired..baobei.i love u alot.. i dunno wad will happen if one day u leave mi..='((..hugs.

__2.30pm__

2005-05-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

yoyo .. felt so good aft studyin.. preparin for chi le . at least i dun feel tat im not prepared .. it was quite tiring.. aft mid year and im still studyin.. study for 2 hours .. =)) . tis is my onli chance to study hard and aim for better grades during olvl le. using tis time, i wld like to thank my baobei,thank her for the support , encouragement and being by my side whenever i need her..ytd she came down to find mi again.. she made mi so touched again..shes sweet..muackx baobei..i love u..i wonder when u will get to see tis post.. i juz wanna tell u baobei,i love u lots lots.. nv gonna leave ur side..nth will ever make my heart not going to ur side..

__8.05pm__

2005-05-12T13:17:00.000+08:00

lonely now.. all alone at home.. ytd quarreled with my parents.. cuz i nv go tution.. it was a big quarrel man.. let down my tears.tis year is really difficult to pass..everydae i would have stress within myself .. all my subjects cant make it .. i dunno how to go poly with tis type of grades . haiz .. but ytd baobei was sweet.. she console mi .. muackx .. thx baobei.. i love u lots.. todae didnt had a chance to see her .. i went home aft my exam .. cant wait for her .. kinda miss her now.. ='(( . listenin to du de wei de baby dun go. yee long send mi de . quite nice..hmm . tat's al liao . i go bath le . my amath todae is fucked up.. i tink im going to flung lots of my subjects . zzz ....

__1.21pm__

2005-05-02T17:28:00.000+08:00

haix.. sad.. juz now went to find her .. she keep with her fren .. den i do nth lor . at 1st wan beat one guy tat take number from her and try to take photo of her de. den my father come bring mi home cannot beat . zzz . den my brother help mi beat.veri du lan sia juz now .tat cb.. haiz . i dunno la.. kinda sad too.. came juz to see her and yet she keep with her fren . i come nv tok to mi.. den when lemon come den she tok to him den tok to mi.. no mood la..really no mood ...i dunno wad's on my mind now .. haiz..had a dream in the morning..dreamt tat i went out with her den i got ting den leave her alone den when i called her she alone at HMV or wad ... really veri sorry laopo.. although its a dream,its juz felt so real..juz now she play ball with her sisters and boys.. she called mi play den i said dun wan.. haix..i onli wan to come down find u cuz i really miss u .. but u kept playin bball..baobei.. i really dun like tis feelin when i come down to find u den u keep with ur sisters and nv cared bout mi...sorry .. i love u...mayb nex time i wun get a chance to come down le bah..haix.come down oso see u play with ur sisters and friends..really no mood now.hai.. muack dear..no matter wad, i love u lots..

__5.39pm__

2005-04-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

haix.. moodswinging.all my fault.. i made u so fed up..i didnt giv u freedom in interactin with ur frenz.. i locked u... im easy jealous when u play with ur frenz..i dunno y .. hai .. mood no good .. shouted at my kor when he tokin to mi nicely..promised u cannot anyhow sae sry but now i juz feel like tellin u sorry .. am i a too fussy de stead mah ? haix .. baobei , dui bu qi... wo ai ni..

__11.01pm__

2005-04-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

happy 2nd anniversary my baobei laopo . =)) . 2nd month le !! veri happy .. thx for being by my side all tis while.. now i really feel tat i really need u in my life .. muackx. ytd when out with my baobei .. go watch movie .. =X .. first time go out with onli i and her and 1st time watchin movie with juz we 2..ytd she was so pretty ..really really veri pretty.. i love u lots..for tis 2 months , it had been sweet.. =) . although we have arguements sometimes , u are always the one who apologise first even though its not ur fault .. thx for givin in to mi dear.. i easy jealous .. and u tried to giv in to mi in any ways u could thought of .. i truly hope tis love between us will nv get broken or seperated by ppl .. muackx. havin u by my side is forever worthwhile.. u will always be the one i loved , i cherished and the one tat is always on my mind.. love u my baobei teng laopo..

__7.05pm__

2005-04-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

juz reach home not long ago.. damn hot ahh . juz now go play pool in skool . wa damn shiok . got air con oso . mi , rui sian , zhong , razie , pang and tam .. song.. mrs lee let us play . sae got study den can play . haa . den juz now i pei my babobei come skool and pei her walk to her hse halfway noh.. i really love her .. i dunno how to express it .. i juz want to cherish every seconds of my time with her ..in the morning dunno y she like so weird .. she doesnt look like how she was .. but she sae she herself oso dunno.. hmm . so i didnt pursue it anymore le bah . i love her lots.. now go bath den go down meet her study le .. bbb .. take care all .. =P ..

__6.47pm__

2005-04-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

i'm not a good stead.. haiz. i cannot spend time with her..my parents are guardin mi real tight now..i cant breathe..hai..i cant giv u enuff love..sry baobei..everytime aft skool my parents are fetchin mi home .. wo zhen de hen xing ku...i hardly see u everyday .. i miss u baby...todae nv go tution den my father noe.. now even worst le..i'm really tired of my parents ler..they keep stressin mi to do tis do tat..and they said they didnt .. haiya dunno lar... see how lar..zzz... i onli noe i love my baobei lots...muackx.

__5.50pm__

2005-04-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

i am jealous .. y everytime u will touch guys or pinch guys with ur hands? im really jealous... im a sensitive person.. and todae u called billy to go ur hse all tat .. i noe jokin onli de.. but i really dunno how to accept it. den juz now i go find u in canteen , u keep talkin to lifen .. im really veri jealous of all tis .. durin sports day , all my brothers' stead came to find them..i was hopin tat u would come.. juz tokin to mi awhile oso can..but...u didnt..haiz..i tried to accompany u whenever i can cuz i noe tis year im really gonna to neglect u..o level tis year is stress and tough for mi.. i really and truely need u in my life..i need ur love..i chose to pei u instead of my brothers..cuz i feel u are important...i really spent lesser time with my brothers to pei u..i wonder if u could feel it anot..i dun wan u to feel alone..i noe everytime u go play bball with ur sisters .. i couldnt pei u .. but my mind was always tinkin of u .. hope tat u will tink of mi too...everytime i go find u , u will be with ur sisters de.. didnt have much time to be juz with u onli .. but no matter wad...baobei, i love u .. u r my everything..muacks..

u will be my one and onli baobei forever... muackz..

__5.27pm__

2005-04-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

ytd the thai students left singapore . haiz . miss puay alot now .. at 1st is juz playin onli . den suddenly miss her alot ... they came to singapore for 5days .. frm wed they reached skool. den they started studying.. den on sat which is their last day suddenly feel like taking photo with her . but didnt . didnt have a chance .. ben and andy lim and zhong managed to take photo with the thai gals they liked.. omg . at 1st sat nite wanted to go airport to send them off de.. i go there i tink i sure will drop tears de bah. but didnt regret cuz i took quite a number of her photo le .. zz .. go liao la . haa . more say more sad ..zzz.. bb..

__9.53pm__

2005-04-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

wa knn . finally can blog . haa . dunno y recently cannot blog .. gay leh . haa . ytd go play dota with lemon at hougang plaza . at 1st is sae he cycle den i jog de . den suddenly wan play bball .. den he call his fren den his fren jio us go hougang plaza play dota 2v2 . trash them like hell man . haa . my fletcher is god . haa . dun believe can try . =)). come to todae.. aft my phyics mock exam i go find baobei .. i nv go the MORE program . haa . den find her awhile go alvin house . we take photo of cigarette boxes . damn chio one . haa . 6 hard pack den 2 small packets one . =)) . and lighters around it . colourful lor . haa . take 409kb space sia . damn alot . normally photo 30+ 40+ kb nia . haa . now onli can slack till 8pm den study le . baobei help mi write daily timetable . hee . muz study hard liao . =)) . i go lie on bed slack liao . haa .. bbz.. love my baobei gal lots...

__7.39pm__

2005-03-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

omg . todae fuckin dulan .zz . my wallet lost . chee bye sia . zzz. at kovan mrt slackin there . den when i walk den noticed tat my wallet lost . cb . $40+ dollars and ezlink .zzz . the $40+ is ytd i go work earn one sia . knn. like tat gone . veri sian one sia . kan tat person who steal my wallet 18 generation boy all eunuch , gals all geylang prostitute .. zzz. sian la . inside got my darlin photo ... zzz . dunno la du lan ~ ..zzz . go liao la . zzz .

__11.34pm__

2005-03-26T08:36:00.000+08:00

early in the morning.. yawn...juz wake up frm my slp . ytd went back to work for walls . stanley call mi go de. cuz he got a carton sales outside . den ytd our pay was $29.20 . sort of veri little .. haa . actually not bad .. =)) . ytd at 1st is go out with my laopo de. den she cannot .. den i go work lor . its kinda disappointed bah. haiz . tat time she sms mi sae hope tat day i can go out . den when i can go out she cannot . veri sad lor ... cuz i tink i cannot go out anywhere anymore le .. and cannot pei her anymore le..my parents dun let mi go out too often le ..but i will still love her like before . muacks . i go play game liao . bbz. cya..

__8.42am__

2005-03-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

juz reach home .. later going tution lerr. juz now ply bball man with my classmates . long time nv play with them le . my darl was there too . i walk to 114 with her .. juz now play bball with my classmates like neglect her leh .. haiz . i let her play ball with her friends den i play myself . felt so uneasy now . den 4+pm my papa come fetch mi home le . den i sae i going home le she gave mi like an unhappy face . haiz.. dui bu qi .. when u gave mi the face i felt so bad bout myself and my heart veri tong ku ... zhen de hen dui bu qi laopo .. hope u will forgive mi..i really love u de... hmm.tat's all bah . i go bath den go tution le . bbz...

__5.14pm__

2005-03-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

listenin to TWINS-si xing bu gai again. now smile le =)) . tis song really veri nice . haha. TWINS rocks la . todae at 1st got a.math remidal de . den i tired aft a day of study . so nv go lor . pei laopo go 114 play bball awhile .. den 4+pm i call my papa come fetch mi . she veri sweet one hor . =PpP . call her go back play ball with them den she sae wan pei mi to the traffic light..u touched mi alot of times .. zhen kan dong.. u may not noe wad u did tat touched mi but sometimes u did de little ting like comin to find mi all tat really touched mi . wo ai ni laopo. muacks. =P..

__7.38pm__

2005-03-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

listenin to twins-si xing bu gai now..listen tis song will cry . haiz.. she nv reply mi. sry laopo . i made u angry again . hai . its really pain when u nv reply mi.. i need u in my life . i need u with mi to carry on my roads above . i need ur love to shine the dark roads ahead.i really need u..my fault .. haix . y am i so useless..everytime make u angry.

laopo : im still wearin the ring now. i dun wanna lose u.i wan u to noe tat u are always on my mind . im really tryin to spend time with u..tears are fallin on my eyes now.i cant stop it.haix.everytime when i really dunno wad to do le i wld juz cry.im juz tat weak.haiz.i will keep waitin for ur reply..wo ai ni laopo.ni jiu shi wo de wei yi..

__9.16pm__

2005-03-16T08:50:00.000+08:00

yawn. still tired dunno y wake up ownself one. i set alarm 9.15am wake up den so early ownself wake up . later got social studies course man . zzz . sian . ytd went out with my darl , rensong, jiawen and pei si .. den meet yeelong den meet andy and shandy . i miss baobei alot sia now . zzz . i dreamt of her juz now . its sort of a nightmare.. haiz .. dun sae better. its juz a dream and i hope it wont happen de dream lor . still got 15mins den go prepare . i go play gunbound 1st . mayb saturday if skill got increase going bugis with zhong go vs ppl gunbound again. gunbound tournament i tink ..haa . kk . bbb.. love her ..

__8.58am__

2005-03-13T10:11:00.000+08:00

hoho. long time nv update liao . no time ahh . haa . march holidays ler . so fast. haiz . stress is really comin out liao . chinese olvl on 30/5/05 . omg. im really going to study hard liao bah.. i told laopo tat i may neglect her tis year den she sae will our feelings and relationship change mah ? when she sae tat, my tears dropping.haiz . i oso scare we cant withstand tis obstacle . really veri happy to have her ... i tink i will spend time with her too but not as much as now .. dunno wad to sae ler . i may neglect u darl but my heart is with u . hope we would pass tis obstacle real soon .. i love u .. muackx

__10.18am__

2005-03-06T12:30:00.000+08:00

wow . so giddy now . readin my archives with my lights turned off. lol . cuz my brother slping. zz . read frm feb de to april de nia . giddy enuff liao . found myself abit childish last time . lol. hmm .. miss my brown brown .. yeah . i still have some of his pics . but not clear . sign . i tink he really grow up to be a fierce dog liao bah . brown brown dun forget mi ok ?! haa . useless liao la . waitin for gentai they all den play wc3 liao. bb

__12.33pm__

2005-03-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

juz reach home not long ago . damn happy todae ~ but juz now make dar angry . ='(( . but okie le . sry ahh laopo ~ i felt so fortunate being with her . i simply love her . everything of her ! she juz now go take her specs . quite nice . veri cute . =)) . like teacher . haa. den 6+pm she go meet her mama . den i go find my brothers lor . nth do one. lol . go cine makan den slack den go home. at 1st wan go punggol one . den all tired . den go home. sian ah . my fone the volume spoil . damn .. den juz now go bugis cannot find the nokia care shop . zz . my papa sae tml help mi go nokia care make .

we check our watches every now and than.

juz to see wad time is it.

but so wad ?

wad is good tis seccond doesnt mean it will last

and bad things dun last forever either

nothing in life is predictable

except we nv treasure wad we have tis moment

haha . got tis frm a show . nothing in life is predictable . like mi and her ~ i nv knew we will be together . its juz fate man . =)) . k la . i go play wc3 liao . bb . love u laopo .~

__9.03pm__

2005-03-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

juz reach home frm tution noh. darling with her mama at bugis buyin tings for her kor kor de bdae bah . =)) . hen xiang ta worx! =PpP . juz now i go see vcd . den saw TWINS de show . wan find their concert but dun have . den got show i buy liao lor. TWINS rocks man . ESP AH SA . my darling is my XIAO CHARLENE AH SA . =)) . muacks . love her . hee. okie la tats all. i go watch the show liao .=)) . love my darling lots !!

__8.40pm__

2005-03-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

theres nth wrong between us . =)) . is juz tat i tink too much le. gave her sweets todae . den i quite happy lor . ssee her smiles on her face . brighten up my day le . den she giv mi back one . =)) . call mi go eat . sae she eat alot le . veri hapyy ahh . muacks . hee . but come home my mother kpkb on my shirt tat got tobacco inside . fuck sia . i tell her i tryin to quit liao den she still keep sayin . todae smoke 2 sticks nia . on the way liao .quittin cuz i really totally dun have money to spend on buyin cigarettes liao . im savin money for better use liao. and for her noh . next time go out with her can buy for her anything she likes noh . =) . hmm . 01 march .. i promise myself no more games for mi on weekdays . so i tink i wld bath and study liao . if tired i go jog . dun wan slp liao . slp liao more tired . =) . tears on some ppl ytd when they got their olvl results , really motivated mi in studyin hard . at least i tried to get the best results . haiya . feel like playin wc3 leh . hmm . nvm . REN ! . i go bath den study liao . bbz . darling im still lovin u like last time . mayb u wont feel it cuz i really dunno how to express my feelings to u .sry tat ytd made u angry . didnt mean to hide my feelings frm u . im really scared tat u wld leave mi or wad mah . hope u will understand . muacks !

__3.20pm__

2005-02-28T17:43:00.000+08:00

hai . abit sad lor. todae pei her come school. she ask mi wan anot one leh . den i meet her todae . den i reach her hse there . walk to edgefield pri there . den she meet her frenz there . haiz . den she keep tokin to them and throw mi behind. i walk alone without toking to anyone lor. hai . tink back wan cry sia.. my brothers tell mi startin is like tat de . they oso kenna b4 . mayb bah ? i tink i wait and see bah . hai . 4 days onli i can feel we are driftin apart liao .

laopo : i really need u in my life . haiz . mayb i'm tinkin too much . i noe u have ur own friends to be with . but u noe most of the time u are with ur frenz. i didnt really have chance to tok to u or be right beside u . i noe im not perfect but i'm really tryin my best to be perfect . its ok tat u didnt tell mi u wake up le when i ask u to sms mi when u wake up . its ok when u sms a guy . i noe u need freedom . im really trying to giv u the best of mi ...

haiz . hope we can really last and be xing fu bah . go bath and slp liao . darling . i'll nv let u go ...

__5.56pm__

2005-02-26T19:09:00.000+08:00

yoyo . happy la todae . haa . play 2 match todae . 1st match vs patrick they all tat team . we trashed them . 107 : 50 . haa . den 2nd match play with jia xian they all . they tougher . haa . but we still win . 70 : 48 . play veri long ah . frm 9+am reach there den rain . den 11+ den play . 11+am play till 2.45pm sia . my whole body kenna sunburnt . haa . face damn red . like drink beer . haa . alot ppl come support todae . =)) . my classmates alot come.haa. i tink our jersey printin names ler . play 3 rounds win 3 rounds . haa . not bad . nex match mayb vs steven they all . tat one stress liao . haa . nvm . we will try our best de . haa . our team all no str sia . need sub here and there one . cuz ? all smokers . haa . todae she nv come down see mi play . but nvm . =)) . i understand . she ytd frm ps come down kovan meet mi sia . veri touched . juz come see mi eat . haa . my heart got touched lor . lol . okie la . tats all liao . i go play wc3liao . bbz . =))

__7.20pm__

2005-02-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

=)) . happy like siao man .. !! hee . =PpP . 24/o2/o5 . which was ytd , she accept mi . =)) . i noe we still does not noe each other too well , but as time pass , we will get to noe each other better . hee. thx for givin mi a chance to prove myself to u .. zhen de hen ai ni wor darling ~

darling.wei.teng. : laopo ah . u noe u wont get a chance to read tis . but i juz wanna write down lor . thx for the everything . havin u by my side its enuff le . u really brightened up my days and mended my broken heart . =)). i love u wei teng .. xiao charlene . =) . muacks .

ok la . tats all ~ i go play wc3 le . tml match day come le . =) . alot ppl come down support . haa . my class de alot . den jia xian come be referee . =)) . hee . go le . bb ..

__3.27pm__

2005-02-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

sweatin now . haa . veri hot ah . juz now play bball . shoot in one ball nia . haa . didnt saw her juz now . but aft skool i saw her . =)) . purposly hide and see her . haa . todae im mad . mayb juz too happy ? =PpP . haa . go play game le . bbz .

__3.09pm__

2005-02-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

damn my eye . pain and itchy sia . haa . juz nw go back check up for my eyes . den the doctor sae inside got water blister in my eye . den he go poke burst sia . zz . nv use injection or wad . straight away poke . den got string tied on my eye oso pull out . now abit pain and itchy sia . haa . tis is the 1st time i sms her and 1st time i talked to her . =) . she veri cute lor . like ah sa . hee . ok la . tats all . bb. go study tml de a.math quiz . bb.

__10.07pm__

2005-02-21T16:36:00.000+08:00

whaha . song boh . juz now play one wc3 DOTA . lvl 22 . ownage man . got desolator , butterfly and power treads . best . haa . at 1st wan get the buriza or wad de . not enuff time . win liao . haa . damn power . love bone fletcher man . haa . todae is boring . nth interestin . juz a fuckin relief teacher sort of hold my head . like put his five fingers on my head den pull . cb . knn . other ppl tok can . i tok he sia lan . still act cool infront of the class . den when recess he come tok to me . sae i hope u understand why i did juz now , even if u in any examination , it will be the same . zz . is the test finish den i tok one sia . zz . na hia . haa . fuck la him . going bath liao . bath liao den slp . todae no str .. zzz . go liao .bb ... btw who got xia yi zhan tian hou sung by TWINS if got pls add mi in msn ahkiat_88@hotmail.com to send mi . thx . ah . tWIns RoCksZ ~!

__4.40pm__

2005-02-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

juz reach home not long ago . sibei tired ah . juz now 6+ play bball till 10 like tat . my legs are numb now . but its fun . we nv play slack slack le . all of us run here and there to snatch ball le . mayb cuz of tat match ? we treat every match seriously le . i tink we sharin money buy another ball le . den every saturday we training ourselves . for ppl to jio us play lor . no team or wad . juz play for fun . love bball lots man . bball rockz . hmm . im going to train lay up le . cuz i dunno how to lay up . everytime shoot outside *hong ge* . its fun la .

next is the big news for smokers ~ everyone shld noe how much is a packet of marbolo now . $11 . wtf . sian . im quitin soon le . y ? no money buy liao . anyway if anyone who smoke or going to start addicted to smokin , truly frm my heart . hope u all will quit . u are just wastin ur parents' money for those dry grass with some paper and cotton . useless bah . i will try to quit liao . juz for my future . i told ben too . if nex time when u grow up , one day earn $70 . spend $10 each day for cigarettes . den left $60 bring back home onli . its difficult to survive bah . unless u have no children ..

hmm.its late now . and i still have to study for tomorrow de chem test . shld have study earlier . =(( . i go bath den go study le . cya guys . bb

__11.02pm__

2005-02-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

yoyo . happy sia . hee . juz now flag day go play lan game at park lane . =)) . den 12+ we go le . we go newton play bball lor . =)) . sort of friendly match . our team got ben , zhong , vin , alex , jason , my bro and mi . susan cousin's de friend team or wad . play 51 balls . shiok man . haa . startin i substitude . den aft awhile ben tired den sub mi in . haa . the score is 51 : 43 . 8points man . song boh . haa . bo kick la . lol . in the match total i shoot 3 ball nia . shoot in 2 ball . haa . veri song . on form . they fuckin gay sia . little ting foul . but we nv sae anything lor . overall tis match we nv even shout foul . haa . cuz we everytime play ball nv shout foul de . 1st match outside win .. at 1st not confident de leh . cuz they all veri tall . almost all taller than mi . "qiang lan ban" qiang shit . haa . but the rest can qiang . fun game man . i tink we making number and name on our jersey le.. nex time =)) . ok nah . enuff le . all the best guys ~ BBALL rocksZ . go play wc3 le .

__6.15pm__

2005-02-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

yoyo . haa . dun need shave botak ? lol . cuz the vball players sae if lose need shave . den i sae if lose i shave with them lor . =)) . heng ah . win . lol . sian ah . later got tution . wan go play bball oso cannot . haiz . juz now go play bball .. juz reach home . =)) . whaha . fall down leh . haa . so long nv fall down liao . is quite good to fall bah . long long one time . fall when wanna snatch ball frm ah pang . haa. hais . last year 25 april i *fell* deep down .. tat was the day when i was going to operation den she msg mi and said some painful things . aiyah . past is past le . but i juz cant forget u . =(( . sun qi zhi ran bah . kk la. dun tok liao . i faster go do finish tution hw den go play wc3 liao . bbz . take care ah u . i'll be there when u need mi ... remember ahh !! =X . cya .

__5.08pm__

2005-02-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

man , todae muz wait till 12am den can slp . need to bai *tii gong*(sky god) in hokkien . cuz tis year 16 le . den grown up le . =)) . hmm . juz came back frm bball lor. sian man . play 2 rounds lose . zz . bo bian . they too tall and fast . hai . but we got intercept . not bad . hee . saturday mayb got friendly match ? with dunno who . alvin sae de . love bball man . haa . i go play game while waitin 12am le . bbz . =)) . haiz . she dun wanna reply mi le . theres no meanin for mi to msg her le . ='(( . tats sad ..

__10.40pm__

2005-02-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

written in the stars

stay with mi
dun fall asleep too soon
the angels can wait for moment
come real close
forget the world outside
tonight we're alone
it's finally u and i

it wasn't meant to feel like this
not without u

cause when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it's juz wasn't right without u
when i see how my path
seemed to end up before ur face
the state of my heart
the place where r are
was written in the stars

don't be afraid
i'll be right by ur side
throught the laughter and pain
together we're about to fly

i wasn't meant to love like tis
not without u

i made a few mistakes,yeah
like sometimes we do
been through lots of heartache
but i made it back for u ...

juz a song lyrics . tink tis song veri nice lor . yawn . aft bloggin go slp liao . den later going tution with ben liao . haa . finally . he come tution liao . den after tat i tink go punggol play bball lor .. tired . todae oso nth much to blog . my studies are fucked up . fuckin many homework keep delay . fuckin many test and fuckin messed up .. math notebook haven buy . file alot oso haven buy . zzz . wad a chao chee bye . stress out . fuck government who suggested on streamin ... zzz.

__4.54pm__

2005-02-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

juz finish eatin a bowl of water chestnut. it was damn juicy man . shiok . quench thirst man . crunchy crunchy too . =)) . todae at 1st go skool veri tired . den go slp for half and hour+ den wake up fuckin got strengh liao .haa . got 2 test tml . man . and i dunno where my geo notes are . im dead liao . todae nth much in skool . =) . i go play wc3 den slp den study le . bbz . boring day~

__3.31pm__

2005-02-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

juz reach home not long ago lor . sian ah . i and pang at hougang dun feel like going home so early den go hougang green slack and drink water . haa . sian man . so many ppl giv her roses . sad sia . zzz . hai . i tot i'm the only one .. hai . nvm . go liao .. bbz..

__11.37pm__

2005-02-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

yoyo . gonna make it a fast bloggin . im fuckin happy liao . its juz enuff for mi le . i dun require much . glad tat u accepted my roses .. =)) . wondered if u read the letter anot . if dun have i heartpain sia . i will cry one . most important de ting lai de . hope wun kenna by the water of the roses =(( . took mi an hour+ to write tat simple letter ? lol . im stupid .. i dunno how to write romantic tings . i guess pearlyn da sao and mitchell*guess is like tat spell* da sao and xiaoyu da sao will all be fuckin happy bah . they didnt care how much those tings were noh . they see nice buy liao . not enuff money borrow frm each other . romantic right ? all spend more than $60 .. haa . jia lat . no time liao . i fuckin tired sia . ytd cannot slp . cuz keep tinkin if she will accept my roses anot . den now freee liao . veri happy . ytd de tears are over le . =)) . haa . late liao . i go bath liao . =)) . bye bye . i love u yumin ... happy valentine's day . muack muack muack ~

__4.45pm__

2005-02-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

wa dulan man . todae lose alot money . =(( . go ting ting hse saw her . hee .veri happy ahh . lose money i oso dun mind . den i go pek hse play . i win $8 . but total i still lose $6 . cuz at ting ting hse lose $10+ . den aft tat go rui sian hse . play till 11+pm while waitin fer his parents to come . keep losin sia . zzz . count liao .. total i lose $54 todae . sian sia . zzz . haa .. aiyah . have fun la . giv own brothers win nvm one . but du lan with jason cuz he play one time $10 . den i lose . giv him $10 liao he keep play $1 $1 . zzz chee bye sia . whaha . dun giv a damn la . can see my dream gal i happy liao . hee . shes so pretty tonite . i love her . =)). go bath den slp liao la . haa . nite nite . ai ni wor ..

__11.22pm__

2005-02-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

all alone at home now . a few mins later my father come fetch mi go tution liao . man. its a boring tution. they all go play bball den mi alone tution . =(( . new year oso tution . kao eh . tml oso got . stress out liao . hai . zz . later i going punggol find my brothers play bball bah . aft my tution 9.30 .. =.= . i tink i 9pm tell teacher i need to go bah . whaha . its fuckin boring in his class man . lame cold jokes .whole class nv luff onli he luff . zzz . i go comb hair den go pack back liao . den aft tution go chiong bball liao . weehoo. =)) . bbz . hai ai zhe ni .

__7.10pm__

2005-02-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

weehoo. juz reach home lor . juz now went to chalet . last time work walls de chalet . boss quittin le mah . so call us all walls ppl go gatherin . its a sad ting bah . he has always been a good boss to us . =)) . went to bbq den he sae wan wad go take .he really veri nice sia . took a tiger beer . lol . drink until damn song. aft tat we all take photo as a memory . real fun .. but i fell down . lol . stanley go push mi down . fuck man . haa . aft takin photo . i gave him a hug .. hes really a good guy lor. then he keep help us make food eat . he ownself nv eat .. he spend $500 himself to make tis chalet . rather touched bah . then aft when go out i go take his van de pic as a memory . it was the memories in us man . take trolley out . and pack trolley . he taught mi alot of tings .hee . i love him man. unforgotable boss . =)) ..

i saw her todae too . she came too . she was melisa lor . but see her i no feeling anymore liao sia . haa . dun care her . nv like last time . juz now totally nv tok to her . keep eatin . lol . den play bball .. im still loving the person tat is in skool de noh =X . im still waitin for u . i juz cant forget u . although it was a short 3weeks + de memories , i will keep it deep in my heart de . i love u . hee . =)). i noe u like other guy . but juz when see u happy , i will be happy le bah . =))

later at night 2am waking up if not wrong bah . play wc3 with yong rui and wei chai . haa . play till go skool . tml program is go paradiz play pool and lan game lor . hee . stomach ache liao la .go pang sai liao . eat too much .

pasir ris seng kang WALL'S team rulez. no one can win our sales wan . haa! .will always remember the 2month + working with u guys ~ esp my boss DANIEL ~ thkx for teachin mi so much tings . u made mi understand lots of tings . and make mi understand wads life . rock on man ~ see ya if possible . gotta miss ya lots . =)) ..

__11.49pm__

2005-02-07T03:00:00.000+08:00

wtf man . so late liao i still not tired at all. neh neh pok sia. sian la . i wan slp sia . but cannot leh . zz . listenin to songs now lor. todae la . zzz. 11+am wake up den veri tired . den go slp till 1+ . den wake up eat liao den go back slp till 4+pm . den now cannot slp liao . zzz. i hate tis type of feeling man. den tml go skool sure damn tired one lor . zzz . hw all tat haven do sia . haa . dun care la . new year have fun 1st . =)) . den nex week is v.dae liao .lol . every year de v.day is so borin . lol. last year spent v.dae with stan , vin and tam .. still remembered we went to ps . den alot of couples. see liao oso sian man. haa.. but they are juz too romantic. guys take flowers waitin for their gals to come den giv them . damn nice . haa . still young la . nt suitable for v.day yet . haa. sian man . i go play wc3 back liao . lol . but b4 tat i go have a puff 1st . BTH liao . =)) . bb. happy new year ~

__3.04am__

2005-02-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

back frm bball

fuckin tired man . =)) . todae i went tution lor . =)) . frm 3 - 4.30pm . den went to orchard find my brothers . den aft awhile go back punggol play bball liao . bout 6.30pm play till 10+pm . shiok man. but b4 play bball i go take a bike go cycle . den got one hump . den i lift up . den my back wheel cannot go up den i turn my bike straight away fly to the floor . fuck man . damn pain sia . i sit beside the road veri long den i strength stand up . hit both of my leg on the body of the bike sia . den play bball cannot run . lol. damn pain . now still pain. =)) . shiok man . everydae play bball . i love bball man. todae all of us play serious . keep runnin . it was nice . haa . valentine day comin liao man. for mi ? no program man. lol. mayb go out with my brothers with no stead or gals to go out with bah. lol . sian . =)) . nvm la . xi guan jiu hao . weehoo. tired man . i go watch tv liao . take care ahh =)) . all the best for u guys who read my blog . =PpP..

__11.11pm__

2005-02-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

u went passed mi ...

juz reach home . leg damn pain . aft skool 1+ play bball straight away till now . todae it was fun . last 2 rounds most fun one. i team with ben and vin . part of L5(lamer 5) lor . still got 2 more nv come todae . we showed our teamwork todae man. damn nice . we pass damn fast den pass run shoot . =)) .remembered tis group we made durin sec 1 ? when i , ben and zhong and dunno who go play vball den throw up den hit a clock in the hall. lol . den we veri gan jiong den we run and hide . den aft awhile we guilty den go find mr chai confess we do wan . haa. den mr chai sae we veri lame ah throw ball oso can hit there. den i sae cuz we lamer 5 mah . den it started juz like tat . haa . missed the life when we r so childish and do so much silly things man . now alot of fightin things sia . haa . i mean last year .. tis year lesser le bah . most of us play bball nia . haa . hot ahh . haven bath . later den bath . i go play wc3 one round den go bath and slp ler . later still got tution .. zzz. 7.30 to 9.30 . wtf . i hate tution on fri man . no choice la . go liao . bbz.

tired / heartbroken ...

__5.40pm__

2005-02-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

u went passed mi ...

juz reach home . leg damn pain . aft skool 1+ play bball straight away till now . todae it was fun . last 2 rounds most fun one. i team with ben and vin . part of L5(lamer 5) lor . still got 2 more nv come todae . we showed our teamwork todae man. damn nice . we pass damn fast den pass run shoot . =)) .remembered tis group we made durin sec 1 ? when i , ben and zhong and dunno who go play vball den throw up den hit a clock in the hall. lol . den we veri gan jiong den we run and hide . den aft awhile we guilty den go find mr chai confess we do wan . haa. den mr chai sae we veri lame ah throw ball oso can hit there. den i sae cuz we lamer 5 mah . den it started juz like tat . haa . missed the life when we r so childish and do so much silly things man . now alot of fightin things sia . haa . i mean last year .. tis year lesser le bah . most of us play bball nia . haa . hot ahh . haven bath . later den bath . i go play wc3 one round den go bath and slp ler . later still got tution .. zzz. 7.30 to 9.30 . wtf . i hate tution on fri man . no choice la . go liao . bbz.

tired / heartbroken ...

__5.40pm__

2005-02-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

struck mi hard ..

2005-02-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

the day u went away

listenin to tis song la . biang ehh . guess dun need giv her rose liao bah. broken de heart man . ='(( ... my rose oso shattered off liao . i tink she oso dun nid mi giv .. hai . zhi zuo duo qing man .. even i giv her , i cant gib her the happiness compared to the guy tat she like bah . haiya . dunno la . really feel like givin her lor.. i wanted her to be the 1st gal i ever gib roses or flower to ... hhmm.. walk and see bah . =)) . see how lor . all alone at home man . lol . parents all go out see flower for CNY . den i call my papa help mi see the price of roses on v.day . haa . zz. go chat liao. =)). bbbz..

__8.08pm__

2005-02-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

chi xing jue dui

yahhoo. lol . juz reach home lor . juz now go play bball with my classmates . lol . damn funny . luff till my stomach cramp . kok wei go push here and there with teng hong den push until they both fall down . lol. veri funny sia . aft skool remedial we all go down play liao . =)) . my brothers all at vball competition ma . so play with them lor . bball simply rocks man. although i veri lousy . lol . fun la . whaa . dun care la~omg . tml got test . chinese test . lol . i dun giv a damn . haa. sec 1 and sec2 de words + chap 3 and 5 of sec 4 . wtf . damn la . one day how study all . so i tink i study chap 3 and 5 nia la . lol . tis sure fail one.

juz now i ask my papa rose how much . den he sae cheap nia . nv hit till $1 yet. lol. den i sae valentine day leh . den he sae more exp liao . lol. den he juz take in a bouquet of fake roses into my room and call mi take tis giv her . lol . nv buy a single rose b4 leh . lol . hai . i dun hope for mi being with u again le bah . its rather tough ? hai . ='(( .i tink i will buy rose for u bah . even im not the guy u wan to receive frm , i would juz buy for u to make u happy and not to jealous other ppl bah . as long as u happy . i happy oso lor . dun jealous of ppl who recieved roses b4 le ~ cuz u will surely get roses frm mi on valentine . =)) . PMNBD wo ai ni ..

__5.32pm__

2005-02-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

back frm tution lor. =)) . tat teacher was great . she cared for the new students who juz joined in . i was distracted by the fuckin guys behind man. knn. tution at there kpkb . childish sia . zzz. parents giv money let them go there tok .. zzz . fuck them man . .. hmm. bad mood . why ? got test tml .. zz . can it be mi ?? hai . i wanted to be the one ... to giv u a rose ? =(( .. can i be the one to make u happy by givin u a rose on tat particular day ? go liao .. bbb..

__8.40pm__

2005-02-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

whaha . juz reach home. juz now go play bball awhile . i and lao pek vs vin and ah pang . wtf man . lol. the score is 7:2 . haa . sian la . but later play 4v4 our team win . hee . going tution liao . waitin for my papa bath hao den i go bath . wan pang sai liao sia . haa . zzz . its a new start for mi liao . really wan to study hard liao leh . but ... dunno how leh . when see comp without my kor den wan play liao . lol. good news . my parents are makin another room for mi ~ hee . got one more room no use de .. den now changin to my own room . hee. no comp in tat room . but got tv la . haa . nvm . i dun mind . nex time i wan earn money go but a sofa , a small fridge , dvd , vcd player and a hi-fi set inside liao . make nice nice . hee . hope by changing room i can study all by myself . =)). ok la . i going pang sai liao . papa bath hao liao . go liao . bb =)) .

__5.13pm__

2005-02-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

wa leg si bei pain sia . bth . the blister damn pain . i wan cry when walk sia.. ='(( . lol . fuck it man . sian ah . juz reach home lor . call my papa fetch mi home. wan play game mah =)) . haa . funny lame style la . haa . my table got artist help mi add something on it . lol . =.= .. haa. enuff crap liao la . go play wc3 liao !! bbZ =)> ..

__3.22pm__

2005-01-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

wa . cb . my leg got blood clot in blister . cb . damn pain sia . zzz . juz came back frm bball . lol. omg . tml got ss test . die die . haa . nvm la . study oso diff pass . later go see awhile lor. =)). sian ah . damn pain . dunno tml can wear shoe go skool anot . sian man. aiyah . i go study SS liao . if not later fail regret . at least i tried to study =)) . hee . ai ni wor PMNBD . =x. juz another nick for ya . hee .

__10.12pm__

2005-01-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

kor kor go out . can use comp liao . wa song boh. i have been waitin tis day veri long..but aft awhile i tink going out too bah. dunno can go out anot leh. go celebrate zhong bdae .. =)) . ytd oso went to play bball .. play 4v4 with outside ppl . .. skcc de bball quite nice. lol . ytd 1st time go see . cuz wan find guo an take back alex's ball . but he nv bring.. haa. nvm la . see see can liao. new year clothes haven buy yet man. liao liao liao . wan todae buy leh . but no one pei mi go buy . =.= .. lol . dun tok so much liao . go play wc3 liao . bb

__12.17pm__

2005-01-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

sibei tired ah . lol . juz reached home. todae start with aft school bah . aft school i and andy lim wanna go where cuz all of them went to vball competition . den we frm econ walk to prime mart at 1st wan buy water drink . den we saw ppl playin the scratch and win stuff . den we go buy .. each is $1 . den we each buy 2 . scratch liao . den andy lim got $5 .. den we still buay song . we play more and more .. play until each bout $13 .. lol . we got win la. win like bout $30+ but we nv care . keep buy buy buy . spend 1hour+ keep scratchin . den buy until the money gone. den we was like . omg wad have we done. at 1st wanted to eat de sia . play until my wallet whole money gone. zzz. lol . nvm la . nv play so much again . but its really a good way to spend ur money and time.. =)) .

den aft tat 5+pm . wait till my kor come .. den we play bball . den saw guo an jerry they all . den play bball together . alot ppl la juz now . damn fun . play until leg now veri sour .. i got 2 common test tml and i keep playin till dun care . zzz. sian liao . now studyin . den forgot bring the chem notebook home.. wa fuck . learn wad shit man.. tired sia . zz . muz pia abit . chiong chem 1st . tml phyics still got time study . cuz its aft recess . =)) . haa . sian la . spend so much money todae .. wallet empty liao la . zzz. go study liao la . sian ...

__10.42pm__

2005-01-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

aww.. tat's pain man..

when i breathe heart pain ahh . hai . nvm . later going cut hair liao. cut botak be monk liao. lol . jk. i dun dare man. i decided to cut my fringe away liao . tired of all tis fuckin dingling hair . later go see got wad style nice one den cut lor. listenin to wilber pan-yuan xing .. veri nice. 3.14159 26 5358 979 32384 626 43383 832 .. xiang ni ye xiang bu wan . si bei xiang ta man . didnt have the courage to walk pass her class todae. is all tis juz a dream ? hai . tat was a damn painful shot through my heart man ... i have nth to sae ... cant breath.. go study lerr . bbz..

__5.22pm__

2005-01-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

yoyo . early in the morning went to punggol end to fish with my brothers ! lol . damn funny at there. we 9.30am meet den go there . we go far far there . saw alot of lame things .. haa . started 1st with a dead puffer fish . damn bloat man its body . haa . den when we wanted to catch fish , we saw jellyfish . den zhong go take the catch crab one den catch the jellyfish up . lol . veri nice man . den aft tat put the jellyfish back . haa . den got one mouse dunno why on a styrofoam thinggy and was on top movin as the wave . den we use the catch crab one go save the mouse up oso . lol . catch veri long still no fish den we go play with water . onli zhong,ben,ren song and mi go down onli . the rest nv go down . i and zhong wear underwear onli . lol. veri funny la . readers u all may tink we bian tai . lol . cuz we pull down our underwear den pull back . haa . todae no fish . lol . onli caught a stupid fish . haa . use catch crab one oso can catch until .. lol . tats all for todae la . real fun man . lol . =)) .. BBz =)) ..

__8.16pm__

2005-01-14T14:51:00.000+08:00

yoyo . back home . brothers outin later . go where ? play lan = = . bo bian . nth do . haa . whaha . play wc3 footman frenzy with mi man !! try mi ..haa . later bout 5 like tat go find ah pang den go pei him make ezlink den go down hougang stadium there play . anyone wan go play lan go there try . comp there damn chio and not lag . the CPU there got neon light one . veri nice . got maple , wc3 , cs available at there.. veri nice . den u 1st time go there he will help u make a card den got write ur name all tat on.den giv u for free. haa . kk . tats all . later keep bloggin no time play my wc3 . haa . go lerr . bb ah . take care guys . listenin panweibo-wo rang ni zou le .. =((

__2.54pm__

2005-01-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

juz reach home ah.. wa damn tired . zzz . veri funny juz now in skool .. take vball frm 2nd floor keep throw down hit ppl . den ben throw hit a chee bye kia . hit damn zhun . hit zhun zhun land on her head . lol . den another one is i and andy lim act wan throw down. den the gal run run til fall down . 4 leg come up . lol . luff till siao ah . lol . u all may tink we bully but those gals is really need beatin de . den juz now we went out of skool . den ben , vin they all run back skool den i walk back with my brother(real kor) den on the traffic light kenna police write IC number , address and phone number . zzz . suay . luckily nv check mi and my kor de pocket . haa . my kor got cigarette . mi got chewin gum . lol .. heng ahh . i got pan wei bo de 2nd n 3rd album !! weeho . borrow frm jason lin de . haa . i love his songs . esp yuan xing and wo rang ni zou le .. hee . nice ah . alot things happened tis few days la . but my mind is clear to her now .. u noe who i am referin to if u happen to read my blog . and sorry to the another her bah . my feelin for u is not like before .. i noe i suck . shld have think longer .. i go see yuan xing de lyrics den memorise le .. hee . nex time sing out loud loud !! =)) . go liao . bbz.. all the best . study hard ah all . =PpP . no matter how long it is going to be, i will wait de.. juz for u ...

__6.05pm__

2005-01-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

back frm skool . ytd tears came down frm my eyes again .. i was lyin on my bed and listenin to the song "i never thought" couldnt stop it . i really hate it when ppl sae they like tat person den call tat person keep wait wait wait one . zzz . hai. ytd she send mi a sms which saes

"hearts can onli love for awhile, feet can onli walk a few miles, clothes wun forever b in style. but havin u as my friends is foreva worthwhile"

aft tis sms she sent mi i totally understand le . i should have knew it was juz a drm or perharps i already knew it was a dream and not to put so much effort on it . hai . nvm la . slowly find my true love lor . wanted a long and lastin love but juz couldnt find it neh . z. dunno sia . STUDY LA ANG WEE KIAT.. whaha . no more teears !! learn to let go n forget man .. later ben n vin comin my hse study bah . lol . the eng newspaper thing haven hand in yet . lol . go play game 1st later when they come le den i study . go play le . Bbz= )) .

__3.26pm__

2005-01-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

back with my update .. juz came back home. alot happy + funny things on ytd n the day before . the day before de night went back to school de sec 1 orentation camp de campfire .. damn funny . we keep di siao .. they sae wan go up the stage go anyhow dance all tat . den when i go take the mike use my phone play -bad boy- den in the end all nv go up dance . damn funny . lol . den ytd skool like nv study . all relax like tat . haa . den aft skool went to jason hse play with his dog . damn cute aah his dog . haa . keep lickin my ear . at 1st veri scare of mi de. den later he started playin with mi . hee . cute.. den until todae . juz now go meet melisa den go teach her a.math lor . aiseh . i tutor leh . teach her . haa . awhile den at 1st wan go fish with my brothers de . den all steady liao . den aft tat all nv go .zz . den went back home lor . tis 3 days onli todae not veri happy onli . kenna put aeroplane man . zzz . nvm la . still brothers no matter wad .. whaha . go watch VCD liao . bbz .. take care ahh .

__3.01pm__

2005-01-06T15:51:00.000+08:00

hoho . my mine muz be out of love . i told her tat if she got like mi den continue to sms mi nex time . if nv den dun sms mi le . i wan to forget her le bah .ever since i knew her , i noe it will juz be a dream aft the holidays . haa. dunno la . im sad .. but aft awhile i tink i will get out of love things n concentrate on my studies le bah .no love no pain ... if not veri easy jealous or wad shit. juz keep all tat as memories bah . haa . i veri luan ahh . azzz.. nvm . brothers better. but some are fuckers. zzz.. knn. i hate it . i got cigarettes giv them smoke together .. den when todae i dun have den they have ,they went to smoke without mi and nv even ask mi to smoke together. knn . cb one . still sae brothers dun gei gao cigarette. cb. dun need sae ur name out one la hor . dulanz. .. fuck one. tml i buy i dun giv anyone except for those who really nv gei gao one . cb .. more tink more angry . zzz .. go liao la . zz..

__3.58pm__

2005-01-04T16:07:00.000+08:00

yo . cooling man . just bath hao . damn shiok . lol . i almost slip n fall juz now sia . my mama mop the floor i dunno . heng ah .. hmm . everydae so early reach home . weehoo . for wad ? slp la . haa . tired ah . but play game 1st den slp . den later i going ben hse do a.math homework and do the english research on newspaper or wad shit de . haa. wa bth ahh !! . miss her like siao liao . 2 days nv see her le . lol . in bed dream of her la . haa . tired ah . i go play game awhile den go slp le . hee . go liao la . hee . bb=)) ..

__4.15pm__

2005-01-03T16:38:00.000+08:00

weehoo. hi guys . 3rd jan . its a brand new year to start fresh .. sch reopen le . o'level man . dun feel like playin so much now . juz wanted to study now . hope so bah . hope i can do it . whaha . will wait fer her while studyin bah . i and ben sae muz study hard le . den i tink tml we going buy alot of a4 size book for writin notes for most of the lessons . hee . get rdy to chiong liao. mayb later i going hougang green buy brand new pens for use . whaha . new year use new ting write . haa . form teacher had been changed . lol . guess is my last year form teacher scare of our class bah . lol . but she still will be teachin us a.math n e.math . every teacher is kind and helpful i guess .

startin to be mature liao . dun wanna cry for useless thing or tink for useless thing le . even mrs lim i tot she damn fierce . but juz now she came to mi n ben de desk to study hard and dun be my brother . lol . i was tinkin if my brother was tat bad in her mind . haa . anyway , her words juz made mi wanna study hard le . hee . brand new year but i still cant quit my old habit . SMOKING ~ argg . nvm la . smoke lesser can ler . i will strive hard for my future !! POLICEMAN !! =)) . but 1st of all , im gonna slp for todae !! whaa . to regain my energy . lol . suddenly so early wake up not comfortable sia . haa . zz . go slp n drm of her le !! ai si ta le.. =X . ni bu ai wo bu yao jing , zhi yao wo xing li xiang ai ni jiu xing le .. BBzz ~

2004-12-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

hii . come to blog le . kinda sad now . haiz . y everytime my bgr is in a mess de. why cant i get who i llove ?? hai . is it fate or love is juz unfair . =( . wanted to hold u in my arms but u juz let go . listenin to david tao de ji mo ji jie lor . ytd when i was lyin on my bed , tears kept rollin down and i knew it was not rite .. ytd i please my boss to let mi tag(work) with her . i didnt care wad others sae bout mi n her . i juz wanna be with her .. and my boss gave mi to tag. . my mind is tellin mi not to let her get little pay .. so i was chiongin to get more sales . hai dunno la . she is online . but i didnt noe if its right to msg her .. im really tired of waitin... signn .

melisa : even if u wont get to see wad i blog , i juz wanna let u noe tat u r always on my mind and i will love u bah.. i really love u alot since the first day u came i had crush on u le .. ytd at e playground at 1st i wanted to ask u to be my stead but my mouth juz cant open up . sry if i made u confused or wad . hai . go le . take care .. cya..

__12.52pm__

2004-12-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

weehoo . happy day again . hee . in da morning went to suntec and penisula or wad find bag .. buyin bag . but nv see till nice de.. guess who go with mi . =)). melisa wor ! hee . den see no bag den we went to watch movie lor . the <> hee . veri happy lor . although awhile onli . hee . and she tell mi tml giv mi ans ... hope its good bah . if no good i oso happy enuff le . at least i got one sweet mermory with her in my mind noh . =)) . k la . going my cousin's weddin ler . cya guys ! ai ni ai ni ai si ni ~

__6.21pm__

2004-12-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

weehoo . im here to blog . tat previous blog is no longer useful . its useless . hee . she and her frenz come down and meet us at orchard and to pasir ris . =)) . lets start now . at 1st i veri sad noh when she nv reply mi . but aft i reach kovan with ben and stan she reply mi sae dunno wad time meet or wad noh. den i veri happy le . den aft tat went to ben's hse eat dinner . his mama treat us . wa her mama cookin damn nice . got turkey ham all tat . eat until veri full . haa . i love the most was the turkey and the salad . veri nice sia . hee . den at 7+pm went to meet her at PS . den go orchard . den went to parsir ris meet my brothers . but 12+am her fren need to go home so i pei her go take cab home den at 1st is wan go back fisherman have a drink de . but too late le . parents oso dun let . so nv go le lor . hee . bought her an xmas present =)). hope she like it bah . hee . tat's all bah . go see her photo le . =X . bbz. take care guys ! and merry xmas . i love u melisa . happiest xmas ... hee .

__1.40am__

2004-12-24T13:56:00.000+08:00

zzz. cb du lan sia . haiz . useless la . zzz . juz now keep sms her she nv reply or dun wanna reply . zzz . denn when i called her phone , a guy answered . sae she bathin . zz . dunnoe is her di or her eric . sign . dun wan go out with mi sms mi n let mi noe lor . dun need avoid one lor . zz . sibei sad de xmas eve sia todae . knn . i tink u will not be my xmas present le bah . hais . wanted to catch a movie with u but u didnt even wanted to reply mi .. u chose him to go out with u on xmas eve . wanted to treat u a dinner and aft tat wanted to go watch movie with u . den at 1st wanted to buy a eeyore for ur xmas present but i guess. signn.. todae if got go fisherman sure drink until gao gao .. smoke oso smoke until gao gao . hai . i dun have money den ytd work i was chiongin to get more pay den i can go out with u to let u be happy . in the end i got $50 for my pay but u didnt care to reply mi. zzz. si bei sian la . u were everything tat i wanted.. its nice to noe tat u were there . things were actin like u care and u made mi feel like i was the onli one ... but its not reality . its juz in dream . zzz . listenin to my happy endin now lor . haiya nvm . my brothers is there for mi when im sad .. thx man . u guys rock my world . hai . but i feel like cryin now .. how am i feeling now? sad? i guess bah . hai . nvm . merry xmas to all ppl who read my blog bah ..

__2.06pm__

2004-12-22T09:45:00.000+08:00

early in e morning .. yawn . aft i blog i go pom pom liao . den later go play CS with pek they all lor . haiz . is there another waitin game for mi ? sign . her heart is still with him . and i cant do anything to win her heart back . ppl sae got stead can break , got like de person can win her heart , pregnant liao can go abortion , married can divorce .. but is it true ? perharps in dreams bah . listenin to richie ren ai de lu shang zhi you ni he wo now . wa damn sian la. is there anyway to win her heart back mah ? will there be a day tat u and i will be holdin hands to face the obsticales ahead of us ? i onli noe my heart is juz for u noh . ytd nite at 1st boss put mi off on todae one . den i plz him until beg him sae i run out of cash . but the real reason was to see u noh . zz . fukin cold in my room . zz. go bath hot water liao . bbz . i'll do anything juz to hold u in my arms ..

__9.53am__

2004-12-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

opps . im startin to like her back le . frm nv tok to each other b4 until tok to each other . frm work until become friends . frm friends until close frens . frm close frens to got each other de msn . followed by got each other's number . until sms .. omg . dunno really like her anot leh . my mind fuckin confused . im scared of rejection too . =(( . zzz. tats all la . i go play wc3 liao . Bbz =))..

__1.06am__

2004-12-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

finally can use comp . my kor keep using . ZzZz. todae went to watch movie lor . watch the without a paddle . damn funny . den i and stan too kp den got one guy infront sae u all wan tok can tok softly anot . Zzz. i n stan jam awhile den nv tok . but aft awhile we tok n luff loudly oso . veri funny lor tat show. tired le . really gibin up le bah . =(( . love cannot b forced . haa . kor wan use comp awhile again ZZz. go liao . BBz =)) .

__11.49pm__

2004-12-10T01:38:00.000+08:00

knn . si bei sian la . zzz. tis few days keep earnin lan jiao money . $12+ like tat .. todae take cab home oso . wait veri long den no last bus . si gan du lan sia . count here count there like todae earn $5 sia . zZzz. sian la . oh ya . haven tell u all i change phone liao ! haa . hao lian boh ?!~ 6260 ~ but still owe my papa $100 . dunno when got money return . everytime tis cock money . haa . dun care lar . slowly earn . zzz. i go play game liao la . du lan !! BBz . wc3 ~ =))

__12.49am__

2004-12-02T09:37:00.000+08:00

guess wad day is todae ! weehoo ! thursday lar !! zzz . lame la . our brothers' chalet will be offically open . haa . veri excited . ytd 3am den slp den normally is 11+ or 12+ like tat wake up one . todae special . haa . excited . but cannot ton leh . veri sian sia . hai . nvm la . got afternoon and night to play . yawn . suddenly feel veri tired leh . lol . aiya . i go play gb liao . bbZ . brother wan sui !!!

__9.43am__

2004-12-01T01:49:00.000+08:00

weehooo. midnight blogging. haa . watch finish guess guess guess den ask my kor lend mi use awhile lor . =)) . now is counted as 1st dec bah . whaa . tml our brothers confirm will b a fun day . all gather together and have fun ! coolz. family gatherin . long time no all sit together liao. 2-5dec i off work .. wanted to have fun ! i tink we buyin camera take all of us lor . nan de one time . alot of them bring stead go noh . quite sian bah . i dunno will cry at tat day anot .. so many got stead one . hai . dunno la . hope can ren zhu lor . 1st day wear nice nice to open the chalet door . nex day onwards i tink wear bball shorts or 3/4 jeans liao . haa . BBQ where got wear so yandao . haa . i tink we got take neoprints oso ! =)). sure spend alot one la . mayb bring $100-150 to spend . hmmmm. tats all bah . haizzzZz. one more day is chalet le . i wanted ur ans on tat day but u said it was too early . i wanted u to pei mi at tat few days . hai.. i understand u need time to tink so i giv u tink noh . =( . take care ar . u shld noe how much i really love u de bah . muackz . 521 .. get well soon too.. XD .

__1.57am__

2004-11-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

hohoh .juz now play gb got a stupid guy damn lousy. let mi win 8k . by 1v1 . all lose . haa . song . no time to waste . need to go cp makan den go work liao .. if not will late .. go liao BBz ~!!

__3.30pm__

2004-11-28T14:10:00.000+08:00

come blog before going to work . haa . charlene veri cute sia !! i borrow the movie qian ji bian 2 frm lao pek den i watch le veri nice .. haa . i watch 3 times leh . =)) . i love her smile sia . sweet sweet de smile + chubby chubby de cheek . weehoo. CUTE .. haa . dun wish to return pek the cd sia . lol. she really veri cute lor. hee . ah sa ah sa .. go play gb liao la . later no time play . go liao . bb . cya guys !!.

__2.12pm__

2004-11-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

im back . Zzzz. fuckin sick . cb . den come home father kao beh kao bu . knn . si bei du lan now . stanley and my workin fren la . my father call mi den sae wad at gelyang call chicken . cb . Zzz. fuck one lor . knn . fuckin sick liao still kpkb mi . cb . scold back him . lao chee bye . knn . like tat need to shout.pu bor.zzz.todae workin i work with another of my fren there . we both sick den my boss put us together . den he sae he hungry den we order canadian pizza eat. some more we still can get top sales . bonus $10 . not bad . work 4hrs we like slack 1hr30mins . we buy pizza $29.den our pay still got $14.50 like tat . not bad la . going play gb awhile . my skill suck now sia . du lan la . zzz. go play gb liao . ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ni .. haiz ..

__12.05am__

2004-11-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo . todae earn money not bad la . went to whampoa work todae . sibei many old ppl . Zz . how will they buy icecream.. my pay todae $35 like tat . stan more power . he todae $78 sia . Zz . about $20 an hour sia . haa . his sales power todae . lol . tml going interview fer another job . my auntie ask mi wan do anot . den mayb i work 2 jobs lor . earn kee siao money . haa . tml 8am need to meet at compass liao . tired . so faster blog finish go slp . den aft interview go sell icecream . biang . haa..listenin to andy lau - lian xi now . quite an old song . but veri nice . wo yi kai shi lian xi kai shi man man zao ji . =)) . sad song la . will cry . ppl sick ah .. u muz take care of urself leh . dun later more chicken pok out frm ur body . =)) . haa . tats all la . go pom p0m liao . Bbz guy . cya .

__12.17am__

2004-11-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

yoyo . back . todae nv work lor . my boss called mi to work todae .. so late . 3+pm den call mi sae need ppl to work . den i meet vin , zhong , ben they all le . den going out le . den i straight away sae no lor . todae quite fun la . haa . spend $20+ of money play games . lol. nvm la . have fun . i tink i savin money to buy nokia6260 . my father sae until his plan finish den he going to extend the line den buy 6260 .. of cuz is i pay myself la . but i tink will cheaper by $200+ bah . save $380 le . at 1st is save $413 le . den todae spend till no money . tml dunno how go makan . jia lat . haa . nvm . tml got work . earn money time =)) . whaa . hope before brother dream world can buy until lor. den can go action liao . =)). i got an objective lor . haa . cuz the camera clearer . den if u comin den i will take ur photo lor. .. hope u coming. yumin can come our chalet pls ??? yeah tat's u . =)). on 2-5december . i really hope u will come lor . kk la . go train my GB liao . my GB kenna chee bye now . sibei lousy . lol . go le.BbZz..

__1.42am__

2004-11-20T01:49:00.000+08:00

hi guys . long time no blog le . my kor lor . everyday use comp play game . den until midnight den get to use comp juz awhile . nvm la . juz blog can le . ytd i earn $70 .. i was so happy man . $70 in 4 hours .. where to find .. its juz once in a blue moon de la . not everyday so heng de . lol . haiz . quite sad now lor . cuz tat time i , vin ,zhong and jason play true or dare la . but we onli play true . den play until my turn they ask mi if i really like melisa anot den i sae is usin her to forget her .. hai . is it right mah ? guess juz a dream la . i still continue to wait for u .. juz wana let u noe tat i will let u be the most fortunate and happiest gal in the world .. take care . wo ai ni . hope u will giv mi juz another chance to let mi ai ni lor . and BTW ppl ! i juz make ok my tag box den veri empty lor . so ppl read le juz write something for fun inside la . thx . =))..

__12.59am__

2004-11-17T10:45:00.000+08:00

tis few days so sway ! zzz .. ytd my sales kenna sai again . i do with stan . we ask ppl den ppl sae wad magnolia icecream ppl come liao . Zz. cb . den i 45degree look down frm 6floor i saw them at 3rd floor den i n stan chiong down see them . lousy sia. lousy trolley . their trolley no standard one . cannot go down stairs de.. everytime need take lift ..then the sales gal of magnolia one keep kpkb . wad fuck u fuck u . snatch our busniess le still sae wad sales no good . lousy la hor. whaa . we stall earn $12 in tat block . at least we better lor. haa . their ice cream 5 for $8 our walls got standard 5 for $6 onli . den aft that when we go down wan go to other block got 2 guy call us go there . Zzz . they magnolia supervisor . den sae wad their commission better . at least 20% . cuz ours the most is 17% mah . but we got basic pay n our ice cream easier sell noh . ytd earn $14 each nia . veri sad sia . the day before oso . $16 like tat . todae add up oso not better than my last time de one day pay sia . veri sad .. haa . nvm . juz have fun la .

the gal who everytime call mi di when i dun wan : i promise i will cherish u if u let mi to have a chance ....

__10.56am__

2004-11-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

tired sia . later i tink going yeelong hse . go there slack before go work lor. my kor go olevel den can use sia . if not he use 24hour one . zzZ . midnight oso wake up play . cb no chance to touch .. i tink my mind is set now . i noe its u le bah. not her . she was juz my dream n u r my reality . now i guess i will still b waitin .. waitin for the day before sch reopen de answer . =) . cherish u. take care . go liao la. i play friendster . BbzZ ..=))

__12.21pm__

2004-11-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo . long time no blog liao man . lol. comp spoil .. bo bian . den finally repair ok le . hmm.. juz came back frm work lor. veri tirin but happy lor. haa.. =)). cuz get to work with e gal i like ? =)) . i dunno is really like or crush la . juz now got like or crush lor. haa. happy la. she veri cute when she introducin the ice cream package to customer . haa . but she like got stead leh .. sian . zzZ . dunno la . juz now todae fun lor. face red red one . cuz she go suntan ytd . hee . she told mi . den ben they all wait for mi at my start point den when i come back den they shout kiat ttag with who ahh . i jit tao paiseh until face red den i run . haa . no chooice . haa . muz blog ok before 12am . =)). ok la 3 more mins .. dunno wad to sae leh . at 1st wan take number frm her de . but dun dare . =(( . nvm . nex time . haa . anyway i wan to thankx my boss . cuz he let mi tag with the gal de . i tell him haa . hes a good boss . =)) . ok la ttats all . 2 more mins left . go ler .. take care ah . love u ah medusa ~ =)) .. haa . cya .z.z

__11.58pm__

2004-11-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

yawn juz woke up not long ago la. woke up go friendster ler . haa . cuz i findin an account mah . den finally found. =)) . later going work again. zzz . seng kang ppl = suk . whaha . ytd my sales was $140+ onli.. mi most of the time got $200+ .. now cb sia . zzz . veri sian . den ytd earn $26 nia. todae oso do seng kang.. dunno will like ytd anot. zzZ . scary sia . haiya . dunno la . go friendster to see again le . bbZ =)) .

__12.10pm__

2004-11-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

yawn. juz woke up not long ago lor. ytd go bleach my hair red but bleach until like got pink .. den go home kenna parents zzZzz . den i go dye black abit. the pink like funny sia . like flamingo colour . haa. now dye black le veri little colour le . haiya . nvm . parents like can ler . nth to sae le . later going work . dunno how to go out with my lan jiao hair colour . zzz . not like some red some gold .. Zzz. veri bird sia. nvm . haa. go watch labi xiao xin liao . BBz =)) .

__1.10pm__

2004-11-02T10:30:00.000+08:00

come to update blog liao. si bei tired . dunno y todae so early wake up .. todae 8+am woke up liao. biang sia. ytd so late slp den ownself wake up one. den come use comp lor. ytd gave my parents each $50 .. haa. at 1st is i got alot $10 den wan change with my parents . den papa sae dun have . nex time dden change . den i go act .. sae "aiyah tis money giv u all spend la" .. zzz. biang ! i go back my room tink . y i so stupid. lol . nvm .. later i tink going highlight or make a few thick thick de colour lor. not sure can anot . later go ask my father.. todae off .. nv work . so can play e whole day lor. todae i tink go play bball bah . wee . den later play the game we play tat time.. haa. play shoot 2 point . den if nv chop take off one clothe . take until left underwear den run one round of the bball court . lol. of cuz tis is at night then play one la . haa . veri funny. had fun there lor. listenin ai de lu shang zhi you ni he wo . finally got tis song le sia . rui sian send mi de. haa . thx man. i love tis song alot sia . dunno why. go alvin hse ask him got tis song anot den go yee long hse oso ask . nice .. go sing song liao la . nth up . juz 521..

__10.37am__

2004-11-01T14:07:00.000+08:00

hmm. it seems to be a long time since i blogged.cuz i workin lor. den comp oso spoil . morning wanna use oso cannot . den nth to do so try on the comp den suddenly can use .= = . theres alot of sorrows in my mind now . tis few weeks there are sadness and happiness bah. happiness is when i was workin with my brothers and talk cock with each other or even sae the customer. sad is when i felt so lonely lor. aiyah dunno la .zzz . ytd 3am den go slp . watchin e channel U show . ghost movie but is funny type de . den todae 1+pm den work up. aft bloggin i go dl gb den i go bath n go out eat with stan den go work ler. ppl who read my blog and livin in punggol and wan icecream giv mi a call at 90628321 lor. its e best offer u can get =)) . go bath ler la. going to b late soon .. bye. i love u .. cya ..

__2.13pm__

2004-10-17T11:07:00.000+08:00

2004-10-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

Zz .. chem n SS tml . and i gotta get fucked up liao . dun understand fuckin many things . fri nv study till . relax relax . cuz tot still got alot time . den sat go job interview n learnin. i tot awhile nia . 2+ until 9+pm . zz i jit tao sian 1/2 . den go slp . tot todae can study finish . who knows sia . i going to get fucked up liao . sian . SS n chem so difficult sia . chem i leave 8chaps and SS left 4 chaps . im dead soon . but i dun wan to die yet !! wad to do . have to sacrifice my slping time n burn midnight oil liao . guess todae dun have a chance to slp liao . tats way too much chapters !! no mood liao la !! + no time too ~ Bb guyz ~

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2004-10-05T15:45:00.000+08:00

yoyo everybody . chattin with a wu gui lor . den reply so slow lor . lol. todae cb !! jamus and desmond go beat andy . zz. den aft skool wan find back . ask them biang together dun wan . 2v2 oso dun wan . na hia . den dunno wad den postpone . zz . nex time nah . lol. my math 13/15 . aiseh . can full mark one sia . i make one stupid careless mistake . suay . nvm . quite happy with it ler .

my comp siao siao one sia . all the desktop icon all gone . zzz . dun care l a. lol . later i tink going study with stan and tam mayb . i oso not sure can go down anot . hee . wu gui reply liao . i go liao ! bbz .

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2004-10-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

juz play CS awhile . lol. tired .. going slp soon . tired . den wake up pia study liao . yum yum . mummy make water chesnut . veri nice . crunchy and juicy and swt . nth liao la . go slp . tired . bbz ..

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2004-10-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

aiseh . todae i wan study one sia . zz . but i found out tat i nv bring any books home . sian lor. tml muz bring history and social studies back . cuz my tat 2 subject suk like hell . =)) . todae spent my day play CS with bot and online lor. online ppl too pro sia . lol . i noob . play till 7 pm. den polish my NPCC new boots , cuz tat time take new one mah . yi bian polish yi bian watch the charity show . sian sia . tml dun feel like playin comp liao . left few days nia . haven start studyin except for chinese . chinese is one of the subject tat need to mermorize alot one sia . i everytime study veri slow .. hmm . todae nv play till gb . go play awhile den go slp le . bb..

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2004-10-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

im here to blog le !! juz played CS . lol . play with bot one la . dunno y cannot play on network one leh . mad mad one . zz . lol . nvm . juz now 1+pm went gym with andy both , ben , yeelong ,pek and my brother . play till my whole body wan die sia . damn suan . in gym bout 1hour 30mins . den we went swimming . den all hungry sia . but all spent all our money liao . damn hungry .lol . den aft tat faster go home makan . =)) . its tired man . haa . nvm . todae nv study till sia cb.. tml muz study le . morning play den afternoon den study . whaa . go friendster see see den play cs ler . bb ..

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2004-10-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

so late den come update . lol . juz now got oral mah . my oral fuked up liao . lol. my conversation i keep erm erm erm and dunno wad she tokin bout . lol. nvm . todae math test careless sia cb . if nth wrong get 13/15 .. shld get 15/15 sia . cb . nv check properly . lol . oso not sure will get 13/15 anot . tok cock sia . haa . juz now went see doctor too . the doc sae my eye ok . but still need wait 6 more months den can play bball .. wtf ?! at 1st sae till novmeber . now longer . sian sia . zzz . my holidays dunno do wad sai liao . zz . guess go find job do liao . lol. kk go play gb with vin and wei chai lerr . bb.

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2004-09-30T17:25:00.000+08:00

wa si bei hot . juz came back frm home . if dun have my father bring mi home i dunno how go home . 2 sets of NPCC uniform . todae go take new de uniform mah . den old de i put in NPcc room nv take home . den todae all take home . damn tired . later play gb liao la . so long nv play . miss gb lots . tml got oral .. den need go see doctor to check up for my eyes again . tml gb oso cannot play le sian . zz . so now play ! later den go study for math test . sub sub water la . whaa . =)) . go le . bb . gbgb chiong ..

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2004-09-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

yoyo . ning jing de xia tian , tian kong zong fang xing dian dian . =)) . listenin liang jing ru - ning xia . sweet . todae rocks somehow . although todae period not veri nice , but got free period .. frm 1 pm - 2pm . veri funny . most of our class boys play .. and some gals . startin we play like the person start with the colour den the other guy muz sae smth related to the thing . eg . brown . the other guy can sae shit lor. den followed by smelly or smth like tat . damn funny.

den aft playin fer 1 period of tat den i call them play true or dare . but i sae onli play dare . lol . den i dare yismin go smell haiqal's shoe . wa kao man . its damn smelly one lor . lol . den another is josiah . haa . i dare him take a wooden tinggy and dance pole dance . for 20secs . lol . luff till siao ah . but he dance 5 secs like tat onli . damn funny . whaa . im evil .

another reason im happy is tat ..... hehe . dun tell . sian . later i tink i 5 am wake up study chinese . now wan slp liao . damn tired . =)) ..

hmm .. go listen songs le . =PpP . take care . bb..

i love ya . tat i promise.

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2004-09-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

wa . i got an record of runnin .lol . from hougang jog to ben hse den run to punggol meet them . took mi an hour + to run frm hougang to punggol sia . lol. reach there 1st ting is buy a bottle of pepsi man . shiok . now my leg damn suan man. like dead . den went jasper hse there . alot ppl at there sia . =)) . den i take 4 packet of candles make a thing . haa . an hour + to do so too . hee . all sae veri nice lor . i oso tink veri nice lor haa . =PpP. and hor !! happy mooncake festival to all ppl la . lol . listenin to 933 now . got ying yue ri ji . ling zhi is back ! wee . sweet sweet voice . =)) . wa going slp soon. damn tired . aft listen finish tis story . tml muz study liao . no going out . cuz thur got chi test !! chap 19-28 sia . haa . im so tired man . i go liao la . take care ar all . esp u ..

wishin upon e candles . hope it will come true . =X .

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2004-09-27T16:10:00.000+08:00

? omg ! can blog again . dun need press so fast .. lol .. oso nth la todae . hmm. todae in skool got one centre partin kia frm our skool de . dunno do wad . den razie they all go slap . lame sia . haa . aiya . sian . juz bath ok lor . comp damn laggy .. =)) . later going compass NPCC meetin . lame right . 6+pm den go down compass instead of skool . library some more . haa . tis entire week no GB !! i tink so . haa . exams comin le . but i tink will still play abit . haa . cuz my hand will itchy ah .. tml gt PE man . wee . dunno wan wear PE anot leh . hmm. nvm . bring clothes heavy . haiya . sian sia . i go study le . bbbb ..

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2004-09-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

im a easy jealous guy ..

hai . dunno sia . i truly love u . but . im scare if one day we patch,
i will have lot of tings to be jealous about ... no freedom for u .
and if all tat happens .. we will have endless quarrels ahead.are we fit
enuff for all tis obstacles ? are we rdy to stand side by side together
reachin for our forever ? im really scare lor. hai .veri sian ahh. todae
all the way play gb . zzz . tml muz study le. listenin to radio now..
mini and gu-er - dun cry juz finish . =) . now is zhen xia de ying hua jap
version .. hmm . go kazaa dl my songs le . bb.. i love u is not two three
days . its alot..

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2004-09-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

lol .. now at samuel hse . he now copying my things . so i use his comp do tings .. lol .. later i going study le .. after he copy finish lor . den study for tml de math common test . ytd play gb awhile nia . cuz sian lor. no mood play .. lol . keep missin .. damn one . haa . aft update i go play gunbound awhile den study . haa . kk tats all la . i love her and tats it .bb ..

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